I am nervous, yet excited, anxious, yet ready.
After a lifetime of writing stories and dashing off poems, composing articles, and posts for my family and dear friends, I have decided to step out in faith. I will try, no, I WILL publish the novels I have written. The first step was hiring a professional editor, which I did in May. The editing is complete. Step B is to update to an author website with an email list for subscribers. Step C will be book layout and illustration cover. My deadline is to either self-publishing or to find an agent by the Fall of this year.
For many years, I lacked the conviction that my writing was strong enough to stand up to the many published stories I have read. There are so many amazing authors in this world. My mantra became tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow until tomorrow became when I retire. The other day I realized that as of July 27, two years have passed.
So, I pulled on my big girl britches and made a decision. I can do this. I will do this. When you throw your wishes, your hopes, and dreams into the cosmos, there is nothing that can stop you from reaching your goal if you just believe in yourself. My heart has held this dream for many years. It is time for it to come true.
I am encouraged by all of you who have read my writings and scribbles throughout the years. You are my strength, and I will endeavor to make you proud.
Cross your fingers for me, ML.